Magic in the Manure
Journal Entry: Sun Jan 20, 2008, 9:17 PM
Welcome to 2008.
2007 was by far the strangest year i've lived yet. I dont really know what to expect from 2008, but i know its going to be a year of change.
I was a peice of shit to myself and anyone close enough to care, I will never forgive myself for any of it and I know now that I made the wrong decisions.
I really regret giving up so much. I lost my state school funding, my car, my license, amanda, and pretty much any sense of dignaty i thought i retained.
I will stop smoking in 2008
I will make more responsible decisions
I will not allow myself to hurt others because of anything that is me
I will futher my education
I will try.
I want to change
Cant keep living like this.
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I keep economicly priced wine
to rinse away the nights
I have a habit of seeing
every fucking sunrise
and im tired of everything
and anything that is me
I am dying and i need to be released.
- Mood:
- Listening to: The Unicorns
- Reading: Brave New World
- Watching: Bob Dylan Unplugged
- Eating: Frozen Burrito
- Drinking: Water
Devious Comments
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"If the doors of perception were cleansed everything would appear to man as it is infinite." William Blake 1790
~My own personal doors of perception~
in fact, i'll probably be going to KCC next year. Small world? Indeed.
Nifty.
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Sand is overrated. It's just tiny, little rocks.
BUT just wanted to say ...I'm from Kankakee (say what)! Where you at man? It's exciting to meet another small-Illinois-towner on DA.
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Sand is overrated. It's just tiny, little rocks.
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-erin
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Who I needed to meet-
=QwithoutaU
-Now you know.
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When you've seen beyond yourself then you may find, peace of mind is waiting there. And the time will come when you see we're all One, and life flows on within you and without you.
-The Beatles
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What I couldn't tell you before-
=QwithoutaU
-Now you know.
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Have a lovely day.
Kristen
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It's 7th June which means it's your special day. Hoping you have a fantastic birthday, get some nice gifts and generally get to enjoy it lots.
All the best and much love from the birthdays team to you
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Birthdays Team
This birthday greeting was brought to you by : `zetab
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Have a lovely day.
Kristen
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Your only a memory..
Yep.
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<3 Morgan
"Before you kill your idols, kiss them goodnight."
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Heaps good.
9 out of 10 people believe that out of the 10 people, 1 person will always disagree with the other 9.
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In the darkness, I can see the void clearly.
-David H.J. Yan
Fellow Dragon Artist.
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how happy the blameless vessels lot
the world forgetting by the world forgot
eternal sunshine of the spotless mind
each prayer accepted and each wish resigned
whats up?
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Fuck the champagne, we want gin!
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