Welcome to 2008.

2007 was by far the strangest year i've lived yet. I dont really know what to expect from 2008, but i know its going to be a year of change.

I was a peice of shit to myself and anyone close enough to care, I will never forgive myself for any of it and I know now that I made the wrong decisions.
I really regret giving up so much. I lost my state school funding, my car, my license, amanda, and pretty much any sense of dignaty i thought i retained.

I will stop smoking in 2008
I will make more responsible decisions
I will not allow myself to hurt others because of anything that is me
I will futher my education
I will try.

I want to change
Cant keep living like this.

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I keep economicly priced wine
to rinse away the nights

I have a habit of seeing
every fucking sunrise
and im tired of everything
and anything that is me

I am dying and i need to be released.