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you let me know what the moon had said and how you tried to sing it away i heard you again as the train came past and suddenly missed not knowing i forgot i asked you to break me i forgot to know not to try i forgot to know what to think i forgot to know just to lie now you say his hearts in mexico and hell soon be fleeing so tell me if yours is the next to go where does that leave me? buried back in a black heart broken im laying next to you saying in your eyes i see innocence but dont let them decieve you i breath too ............... the last thing i thought i'd say so I cant get in there huh? well whats the fun in t

Welcome to 2008. 2007 was by far the strangest year i've lived yet.  I dont really know what to expect from 2008, but i know its going to be a year of change. I was a peice of shit to myself and anyone close enough to care, I will never forgive myself for any of it and I know now that I made the wrong decisions. I really regret giving up so much. I lost my state school funding, my car, my license, amanda, and pretty much any sense of dignaty i thought i retained. I will stop smoking in 2008 I will make more responsible decisions I will not allow myself to hurt others because of anything that is me I will futher my education I will try